Im coming home!!!

Its been a week i did my practical in Sime Darby Alif Food retort Sdn Bhd

i cant wait to going back home tonight..

after i finish working around 5.30pm im must rush immediately

 like superhero The Flash

change my clothes and walla..im ready!!!

lets see how am i going to be at the airport on time before 9pm

cant figure that out yet..opss hope dont missed the flight..

damn it does make me nervous especially today my result came out...

and the truth it does not looking good..the worst of all and im not getting first class..

there are no other words to describe my disappointment on my result, i mean like seriously no words..

kinda admit that i hate myself!!

guilty

im so sorry for forgetting the most important date of all....

your birthday...i wish i have a time machine to when back those few hours....and send terminator to remind me that your birthday is coming soon...i dont think of any present yet...but hopefully if i have the chance to go to explorace next month in Sabah...i would definitely give you, your number one thing on your list that you want it so badly.... 

i know tomorrow is your birthday.....so sorry..there's no word in this world can describe how regretful i am for not remember it...i know you said to me that you dont mind as you yourself dont remember it until your friends give hint to you and your mom...i may be forgot about it few days before your birthday but im definitely not going to forget to wish....im so so sorry...its a big deal to me....and i hate myself for letting this happen..i have no idea what to do and what to say because usually its my birthday that end up on examination weeks not you..this is the first time ever your birthday on the exam's weeks.....gosh i usually will pampered you and focus on you more that my studies...i have no idea what happen to me nowadays...im becoming blur most of the time...what happen to me...sorry if i always says about me more that about you....but who cares this is my blog dear..hahahahahaha my blog, my stories...

what lies beneath first exam paper face

I know all might guess i did score my first paper and that's the reason that i went out early...

hopefully i did score..aminnnnnnnnnnnn.............

but the truth is...im shivering inside the hall...its too cold and my mind start to cramp....huhuhu

even to tie the thread..its taking me about few minutes....what happen to me!!!

people who asking me about the paper might see my face like this....

5 minutes after when out exam hall

7 minutes 

10 minutes

but the truth is this is how its meant by first exam paper ETR300...

im doom!!!!

i hate this paper cause it giving me headache and make me want to go to the loo all the time...

i dont really see the connections between headache and pee.....hahaha

i did calculated the risk im answer it wrongly....and hopefully by following my forecast....i should get range of A- to B-.....but still in my heart i want all it to be correct even the answer  is wrong...huhuhu

i wish i did remember back then during i was siting for the exam...actually it not that i pass the answer booklet then i realize the answer...its that i dont remember at all the answer....thats really funny...its okay..let by gone be by gone..its not like the end of the world...all i need to do now is score more on food processing, sensory, food analysis and basic nutrition.....wish me luck guys...i know i can do it!!!~adios~

im-didnt-answer-all-right face of mine

unexpected

there are things we didnt expect happen in our lives somehow did happen consciously and unconsciously with/without our attention of noticing it...im sorry cause i made this kind of mistake..i dont really notice what i did till its happen so forgive me for my acts..like Mr.Tembikai told me yesterday..not so yesterday..

"nobody in this world is perfect"

let by gone be by gone..i dont hate you really..but you are not the kind of friends that i wanna be friends with it not like im too demand in making friendship..im open..i dont judge people but being friend with you gonna fall out my title...in other words you are not good enough to be my friend not even clique..

dot put out your poker face to make people fall for you cause u may tried to sweet talk to make me fall for you..the truth is im not gonna fall for you as im already know your tactics or command and conquer..

dh mcm bunyi game dh pown....hahahaha your journey with me is over..i know people might guessing about whom am i taking about..its not Mr.tembikai of course..he's my guardian..my best friend and my lover..nothing can change that..and guys dont think too much about who he/she is...i cant tell much..but if you are closed enough with me and you might know whom im talking about...hahahaha

i thought we are friends and friends talked about who we really are..and the story that you make..did make me feel pitiful for you as i thought you are the really victim here but in the end the real you did come out after all..i dont mind making friends with you but i know one day you will take advantage of who i really am..im begging god sake please changes..im not telling you that because i hate..im telling you because i care..but wait..we are no longer friend so what do i care right....hahahahahaha i care about other people that gonna be your victims..

don't be angry with what i say to you because you know what the things is right...so don't be mad with my decision saying im kinda *** or something cause i know u'll do better than that...hahahaha when thinking about it back..i don't even know why im totally agree with you anyway..u seem nice to me but in your heart you are not that nice after all..even your friends dont like you so what can you expect from me..hahaha